Saying that I trust God and trusting God with my life are two different things. It is only when I go through difficulties does my trust in God deepen. When I have hit my wall and don’t think that I can go any farther, that is when I have to give all of my cares and concerns over to God and leave them with Him.
It is so easy for me to say and hard to do. Because I am so quick to pick something back up. It would probably be easier if the problem just disappeared but often times than not, another problem enters in its place. I know that God has a plan for me, I just wish He would run it by me once in awhile(instead of after the fact). The saying goes, if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plan. Well, I am sure that I keep God in stitches. I have tons of great ideas and then I pray about them as if God is just going to give me the ok to move forward.
I can’t be half time about God’s will. Especially when I pray “Thy will be done”. Its not Thy will be done only on the things that I like. Its Thy will be done period. I also have this habit of doing things and then kind of saying “Ok God, what do you think about that?”. So I have to keep it simple and just say Thy will be done and seek after His will. Since His ways are better than my ways and His thoughts are not my thoughts. So here’s to letting God work and less worry.
Shalom and Blessings